Having one of those “what’s the point” kinda days(in relation with my job)… I’ve been looking for the positive with each new bad/upsetting event, but that in itself has been pissing me off. Why must I force a positive look, sometimes things are just shit!.
I found out this week that I was moving to a different part of the studio I work for. I also found out that a few people had left that department. One of the people that I couldn’t really stand was ” let go” aka fired and its making working with the new staff much better.
Getting very sick of having to blast music in my headphones to block out coughs, sneezes, foot tapping or random out bursts of singing in this studio.
WHY CAN’T PEOPLE CHEW WITH THEIR MOUTHS CLOSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When did it become ok for someone to take a logo someone else did, cut it up, change a few colours and then get the “Graphic Artist” credit. Was a sleeping when this become ok. I ask cause this pretty much just happened to me. I was asked at my end of the year review by my boss to step out of my animation world and grow in new ways. Well I guess I grow in new ways, I now know that my logo/design work is good enough for TV. Tho I’ll have to watch as I get credited as “Key art” and see another name just above mine as “Graphic Artist” because of small changes. Cause it would have killed them to credit the two of us as the designers. Yup I’ve grown all right…
Isn’t coughing 30 times a day for the past three months a good sign to STOP SMOKING! or to go to the doctor to get checked out.
Me: The reason I have the heart in the logo animated up and bulge out is because that’s how a real heart pumps.
Other person: yea but it’s not a real heart ( laugh).
Me: WHAT??? really??…. are you kidding me? this whole time I wasn’t aware of this!!!! who’s idea was it to change this?
The thoughts of creative vs do what I say!
I hate being told by an untrained person what looks good when it comes to design! I guess artists just go into debt attending art school for the fun of it.
Seeing how its the last day of 2012 I figured I’d look back at what the past year has meant to me. I had another ok year at the tv/film studio I work at. I’ve done a lot of free freelance logo and poster work for many groups. I’ve kinda become a little less social then I normally am(which I’m going to try to change in 2013). I didn’t do much personal art or any art just for practice. I did get to do more traveling this year then any other. I went to Montreal and attended oshegea.
In 2013 I plan to do more traveling either to NY or back to Montreal. I will be doing more personal art and more tutorials. I’ve been thinking about coming up with a few side projects and just running with them. I’m going to push myself back into being more social. I will continue all my free freelance work but may ease up on it.
I feel over all 2012 was an ok year with a few bumps and hope 2013 will be a year of growth.
How is it that at my age I sometimes still feel like my very skin is a cage.
One of those days I wish I didn’t have to be human for!
Trust shouldn’t be taken lightly for it’s a heavy thing and easily broken.
My fake smile hurts my teeth!
Feel like all my colours are faded
I just got a friend request from Fuckbook in my hotmail junk folder……. should I be worried for the human race? and why does this exist! and who’s adding me hahah?
when did I start losing myself
To deep in thought for logic
What do you do when you just aren’t happy! … but know you should be?